Tuesday, August 29, 2006

More messages from the Universe

You're a creator! Creators don't have to justify themselves. They don't have to prove anything. It's the world around you, the illusions of your life that must justify themselves. It's the elements that must bow to your wishes; circumstances that must be yield to your expectations. It's time and space that are guests in your home, and not the other way around.

Was that all right, Master?
The Universe

Friday, August 25, 2006

So here's what my problem apparently is..... Actually its a fun little quiz, but surprisingly accurate.

Your Existing Situation
Seeks to share a bond of understanding intimacy in an esthetic atmosphere of peace and tenderness.

Your Stress Sources
Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads her to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Trying to calm down and unwind after a period of over-agitation which has left her listless and devoid of energy. In need of peace and quiet; becomes irritable if this is denied him. Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.

Your Desired Objective
Keeps herself under strict control so as not to break down under her difficulties. Needs a safer and easier situation in which she can feel more secure and have a chance to recover.

Your Actual Problem
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, and she is distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationship or adequate appreciation. She attempts to escape from this into a stable and secure environment in which she can relax and feel more contented.

Go to http://www.ColorQuiz.com/ for your color personality.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Management decisions Part 2

Is it a bad thing when you stand in your supervisor's office dropping F-bomb all over the place and other co-workers in the hall are telling you to lower your voice? Yes I thought so.

Three weeks later (yes kids, Friday was not the beginning) I still haven't got an answer to a basic question. Am I doing instructor paperwork or is someone else? Its not a hard question, but everybody seems to want to have multiple useless meetings to endlessly discuss bullshit that doesn't matter.

I am feeling like a woman in a man's world, and am being treated as such. When your boss says to you "I think what he's trying to say is...." and then repeats what was just said using smaller words, I think I'm being treated like an idiot girl.

Don't get me wrong I'm not one of those "poor me, I'm a girl in a man's world" I don't believe in that shit. I've actually done very well as a woman in a "man's" world. I've been a law enforcement officer and did well, and now I train officers and I am good at my job. I excel in my job.

The sad part is that I actually love my job, I love what I do. I'm tired of where I do it. It is exhausting.

But, tomorrow's another day.......

Thoughts from the Universe

The Universe talkes to me....it will talk to you to if you let it.

Whenever bumped off course, darling, it's often wise to pause and ascertain whether or not you've really been dealt a setback, or if it was in fact a little nudge from our Journey-Assistance-Program designed to subtly prepare you for something even better.
Because I'm sure you'll see, it was the latter.

I'm really, really sure - The Universe

Go to http://www.tut.com to get your messages from the Universe, and remember "Thoughts become thing, so think good ones"

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Management decisions

Ever work in a place where nobody in management wants to make a decision without having a meeting. And where a few certain people hold all the information and for reasons known only to them refuse to share it? If so, then you probably work with me.

When I have a question about your email, sending the same email me to me again DOES NOT answer my questions. No matter how many times I read it or how many times you send it to me, my questions are not going to be answered. And, no, I do not want to have a meeting to work out the details. I just want somebody to make a f-ing decision and then let the rest of us in on it. I do not have time for another worthless meeting.

Ok I'm better now......for now. Tomorrow's another Monday.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Well I have decided to jump into blog land. I don't know if this is a good idea or not or even if I have anything interesting to say. I have decided, however, that I have something to say sometimes.

So here we go....My rant for today. My DH and I watched the latest installment of RockStar SuperNova last night. What is the deal with the song "Cat's in the cradle"? Never liked it, never understood it. Apparently its some classic rock anthem...I don't get it